me. it was in the month of June 29 years ago that i was born. lived a life that was great i guess. did everything i thought i liked to do. met people. found hobbies. did things. never saw any kind of direction or blueprint to my life though. i think i'm not alone. i'm a bad planner. a friend once told me i'm a man with no plan. i seriously agreed with what he said. it is very easy to understand why what he said was true. had a girlfriend, never knew how to plan her birthday. wanna get married, never got that sorted out. it is all nodding to what she said. i find myself doing routines in my everyday life. wake up, get ready for work, punching in then work then punch out... on and on it goes. i don't feel anything. no passion whatsoever with my job. why continue doing it? i don't know. don't want to burden myself with the thought of finding something else better to do than what i'm doing now. i'm a lazy person. never wanted to think much. liked the idea of logic. no feelings. do it coz its a logical thing to do.
then today. i found out that i'm nothing more than flesh and bone with things to do that is all written down in law for me to do. my english is bad. im sorry. but im trying. i'm kinda tired. so. thats it. watcha think? ive thunked mine. :)
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